a little honesty before interacting with me:

i want to be honest about a few things i struggle with, because i don't want any of this to come as a surprise to people who choose to interact with me. i can get cranky when i'm jealous, overwhelmed, or in a bad mental state, and i may become passive-aggressive, distant, or have trouble communicating properly. i'm also not always very good at taking care of myself, even though i tend to care a lot about other people.i can especially struggle with jealousy around relationships. i've had a difficult time finding the kind of love and affection i've wanted, and because of some bad experiences, i may sometimes unintentionally favor being around single people or feel uncomfortable when someone frequently talks about or flexes their relationship. if that happens, please don't take it as me thinking you or your relationship are bad. i may simply distance myself because i don't want my jealousy to build up and accidentally hurt someone. sometimes i might even lash out or emotionally shut down when things get particularly overwhelming. if you make your whole personality about your partner I'm killingmyself in front of you.i can also become distant from people i'm close to. it doesn't happen often, but when it does, i usually feel guilty and convince myself that distancing myself is better than making someone feel trapped or obligated to stay around me. this isn't always the healthiest way of handling things, and i'm trying to work on it.i'm not the best with words, but i genuinely try to be kind and fair to everyone. i believe everyone deserves love and consideration, even when i'm struggling to give that properly myself.if i ever have a problem with you, i'd really appreciate it if you talked to me about it instead of silently blocking me. being blocked without knowing why can leave me extremely confused and hurt. of course, you are never obligated to stay in contact with me if you're uncomfortable... communication is simply something i personally appreciate when possible!none of these things are anyone else's responsibility, and i'm not putting this here expecting anyone to fix me or accommodate everything i struggle with. i just want to be honest about it beforehand. i'm aware of these flaws, i'm trying to understand where they come from, and i'm genuinely trying to become better at handling them. i may not always get it right, but i'm trying my best to be a good friend.૮ᐢ • ﻌ • ᐢა besides that ... I'm a minor (in my early teenss),, i'm a little shy at first, so if i seem quiet, i'm probably just nervous—not uninterested! c+h is always welcome, feel free to sit with me or say hi ♡ i use kaomojis, emoticons, and tone tags pretty often, and i tend to talk a lot once i'm comfortable. i really enjoy making friends through shared interests, giving little gifts, and chatting. compliments and crowns are always appreciated, and if i ever make you uncomfortable, please let me know! i'll happily apologize and do better.૮ • ˕ • ა boundaries... please be kind and respectful. basic dni applies, along with radqueers, people who encourage harassment, mock mental health or personal struggles, joke about real tragedies, intentionally hurt others or hates people for their harmless identity. i'm not interacting if any of these applies to u.. I'm not interested in debating my boundaries.